September 2010
2 posts
August 2010
9 posts
I’m so ugly. I’ll never get HIM. What was I thinking? Why was I even trying? Don’t eat that, YOU’RE FAT! Not skinny enough. Life would be so much better If you were like HER…
She’s been hurt many times before this. You’d think it would be routine by now. You’d think she wouldn’t let it get to her. But the truth is, she trusted you.
I was happiest with you. Now, I’m only lying to myself.
& I hope it kills you inside to think of me…
Me: AHH MY WEBCAM IS BEING GAY!!
Steve: Dude it is! Its all like; "Hey guys, I'm a male webcam - and I like men."
July 2010
25 posts
Calling it a simple schoolgirl crush was like saying a Rolls Royce was a vehicle with four wheels, something like a hay wagon. She did not giggle wildly and blush when she saw him, nor did she chalk his name on trees or write it on the walls of the Kissing Bridge. She simply lived with his face in her heart all of the time, a kind of sweet, hurtful ache. She would have died for him.
I know I act like I don’t care, but it’s just a cover-up because I care too much to tell anyone.
All I wanted to do was collapse in someone’s arms and cry today, but there wasn’t anyone there to catch me…
You always say you hate to see me hurt, and you hate to see me cry. So all those times that you hurt me, did you close your eyes?
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Cause baby, you weren’t the first, or the last, or the worst - and I’ve got to fill the blanks in the past with a verse… We could sit around and cry, but frankly, you’re not worth it anymore.
Hold me too tight - stay by my side & let me be the one who calls you baby all the time…
Inside, I built a wall. So high around my heart I thought I’d never fall. One touch, you brought it down. The bricks of my defenses scattered on the ground. And I swore to me I wasn’t gonna love again. The last time was the last time I’d let someone in.
He meant everything to her But she meant nothing to him. And the sad thing is;; She’d still do anything to be with him.
She closes her eyes, as make-up runs…
He got the best of her.
[S o M e T i M e S] its easier for me to pretend rather than face my feelings … [S o M e T i M e S] its easier to try to make it alone rathe than risk getting hurt again .. [S o M e T i M e S] its easeir to be numb towards certain people so i dont let them get too close .. [S o M e T i M e S] im scared .. but when i act numb towards you .. it [d O e S n T] mean i DONT care .. it means i care...
Do you ever just get that feeling where you don`t want to talk to anybody? you don`t want to smile & you don`t want to fake being happy but at the same time you don`t know exactly what`s wrong either, there isn`t a way to explain it to someone who doesn`t already understand. If you could want anything in the world it would be to be alone, people have stopped being comforting, & being alone...
holding onto broken hearts memories are what’s left of us you’re trying too hard to be my friend & i’m placing all our pictures in these broken frames to remind me never to fall in love again…
I know in the back of my mind that life would be so much easier if I never talked to you again. If I shut you out of my life and moved on, I could finally get over you. But you’re the only thing that makes me happy, whether it’s right or wrong. And I don’t have the strength to give up on that.
“holding onto broken hearts
memories are what’s left of us
you’re...”
“& as she cried her self to sleep for the 5th night in a row,
she couldnt...”
“i remember every single word you said.. okay?
i’m not naive and i’m...”
“If I fall and all is lost, it’s where I belong….”